Father, Savior,
I've been thinking alot lately about You coming back. On that day in consummation, the church will be made beautiful. We've been aching for centuries to understand You as our Lover. Is it wrong to understand You as the One to wipe away the Bride's tears? God is it ok to praise You with all that I am as an emotional being? As one lovesick? Is it glorifying You if I'm looking to be fulfilled? Jesus, You are the Servant of All. The One who seals my heart until the time is ready for You to open the scrolls and all heaven breaks loose! Father, have I been unwise in my choice-making?God how do I know to do Your will? What does it mean to commit my ways to You? You use all things for the good of those who love You so if I don't have conviction about something is there a wrong decision? You as a Redeemer, and me as one loving You, can I mess up Your will? Is happiness a reality? God, I know You never change and that every day, all day, I am to be joyful in that revelation, but is that ignorance? I want to dive into the depths of You but am I prepared to be challenged and not be reaffirmed? Is the Rock I was so sure of Truth? Father, may I not hold onto false ideals just so I can be comforted. God I want to be intimiately knowledgeable of Truth.
April 2010
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